soooo
on saturday i met my mum and told her how i was feeling and she told me to go back with her to there house and stop over the night, so i did!
It was alright, it was nice to actually be at HOME again, altho it was abit boring, watched Illusionist  (ace film btw) and then played Tekken on the PSP alot, i felt ok while i was at home but as soon as i got back to my home i just felt...un-inspired and just bored! I spoke to emma on he phone while i was at home, it was wierd cos it was our first real conversation over the phone (even after a month) but it was still nice :)
So yeah, on sunday i went back to my house, and it was nice been alone i guess, i could hear a door that kept slamming though and it was doing my head in...maybe its haunted o.o
Met emma at the train station that night, whihc was nice cos i had missed her loads, i ended up seeing jenny and luke too which was good. I havnt seen luke in ages!!!
Nervous about band practice tomorrow!!! eeek, i hope i dont make a fool of myself!
I felt abit insecure and like, in despair last night and i don't even really know why, i think i was just too worried abotu life and stuff, and i felt like im caving in.
I've been at emms all day today whihc has helped ALOT, i'm feeling pretty decent at the moment!

NOTE TO SELF: GET IN CONTACT WITH MUM

lol